What is in a rose but a name?

I feel Replaced
like the title says, I feel replaced

Current Mood: Replaced
Current Music: Pretty People Never Lie by I Am Ghost

......So?
I'm such a fucking idiot, if I wasn't, today would have been one year

Current Mood: gloomy
Current Music: Thousand Mile Wish by Finger Eleven

I Used To Say I Love You
A poem by Kate Kayuda

Frustration of the
over flattered soul.
His eyes let her
know what to next.

He screams but inside
the lake is silent,
just like her innocent steps.

The earth moves faster
when they are in love
but the speed beneath
my feet is kept constant
to my heart`s state.

Since the day I met you,
since the day you
took hold of my hand.

My slightly moised lips
joined with yours,
passing on the hidden passion
within your soul.

Since the day when I found
the courage to touch you,
exactly how I imagined to.

Since the day I felt
every little breeze passing
through your slightly
warm skin.

Since the day I fell
in love with you,
life changed for eternity.

Wind changed the flow of
my blood, making my heart
jump out every time I saw you.

Lastly, since the day you
left I haven`t managed to
close the front door,
waiting to hear your confident
steps passing through it,
yelling me it was your mistake,
but it was mine!

I have caused myself this
uncertain misery.

Since the day you left
my heart has stopped moving.

Current Mood: It Hurts Again
Current Music: Please Forgive Me by Bryan Adams

Ever Been In A "Fuck The World" Mood?
Good, get this song, it's Love? by Strapping Young Lad, listen to it over and over
MARCH!!!

LOVE... is a way of feeling
LOVE is a way of feeling less alone
So what's all the fuss about?!?

"FUCK IT"
LOVE: the paradox of needing
OH LOVE,
MAKE WAY FOR BREEDING

GIVE IT TO ME! GIVE IT TO ME!
FUCK YOU AND YOUR TALK OF LOVE!

I know what I stand for;
I STAND FOR ME!!!

I'll wait for the night to come
So far, suicide at home
For I'm not the man you know
This love it's about control

OH WHAT A FEELING!!!!!
OH WHAT A FEEDING!!!!!
Know the chosen ones ARE HERE!
ALL HAIL!!!

... SHIT, FUCKER!

I'll wait for the night to come
So far, suicide at home
For I'm not the man you know...
This love,
IT'S ABOUT CONTROL

YOU FUCKERS!

ALL IN THE NAME OF LOVE
ALL IN THE NAME OF LOVE
ALL IN THE NAME OF LOVE

sry,i'm writing this part 5 minutes later than when i posted this, stuff just pisses me off sometimes, and then it gets the best of me and I release my anger through music, it's the only way without hurting myself or others around me

Current Mood: Fuck The World
Current Music: Love? by Strapping Young Lad

"What is Love?"
What is Love? by SaaadPanda

Love.
An emotion that takes over your whole entire body.
Your heart.
Your soul.
When you fall in love,
with whom or what ever it is,
you will be sure to know it.
It's a feeling unable to describe,
and a feeling you will never have felt before.
When you fall in love,
they are all you think about.
All you dream about,
and all you want to dream about.
And sometimes,
you don't even want to sleep.
For your reality is so much better then a dream.
And that is when life is at its finest.
Except for maybe one exception.
When they don't love you back.
Which could easily make love the worst feeling in the world, instead of the best.
This feeling is almost unbearable.
It tears away at your insides,
rips at your very soul.
Makes it hard for you to even be around that person.
Always having this nagging feeling at your side,
cause you know you can't have them.
And you know you never will.

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Here Without You by 3 Doors Down

Looking For Something Long Lost
Pictures of You by The Cure

I've been looking so long at these pictures of you
That I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you
That I almost believe that the pictures are
All I can feel

Remembering
You standing quiet in the rain
As I ran to your heart to be near
And we kissed as the sky fell in
Holding you close
How I always held close in your fear
Remembering
You running soft through the night
You were bigger and brighter and wider than snow
And screamed at the make-believe
Screamed at the sky
And you finally found all your courage
To let it all go

Remembering
You fallen into my arms
Crying for the death of your heart
You were stone white
So delicate
Lost in the cold
You were always so lost in the dark
Remembering
You how you used to be
Slow drowned
You were angels
So much more than everything
Hold for the last time then slip away quietly
Open my eyes
But I never see anything

If only I'd thought of the right words
I could have held on to your heart
If only I'd thought of the right words
I wouldn't be breaking apart
All my pictures of you

Looking so long at these pictures of you
But I never hold on to your heart
Looking so long for the words to be true
But always just breaking apart
My pictures of you

There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to feel you deep in my heart
There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to never feel the breaking apart
All my pictures of you

Current Mood: Sick/Sad
Current Music: Pictures of You by The Cure

Maybe next year I should trying catching the Easter Bunny.....
Nah.......Happy Easter everyone

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: I'm So Sick by Flyleaf

Learn What Makes People Tick, Then Maybe Some Day People Will Understand
Welcome To My World

All is Numb - 32 Leaves
Lonely Day - System of A Down
Drop To Zero - Trust Company
Our Sick Story(Thus Far) - Atreyu
Pieces - Dark New Day
Wasteland - 10 Years
The Leaving Song - A.F.I.
The End Of Heartache - Killswitch Engage
Over And Out - The Swellers
45 - Shinedown
Photograph - Nickelback
Rain - Erasethegrey
Hand Of Blood - Bullet For My Valentine

Meet me, the poet, the philosopher, the inspirator...........some people claim they know me, not really, nobody knows me, nobody really knows who I am.....people say they understand me but really I doubt that....Have I done something to become untrustworty? Because it seems when ever I say something, nobody believes me......learn what makes people tick and understand the way they are before you judge what can be deemed, "Truth"......

Lost Memory

Will You Remember
All The Good Times
Or Will They Just Fade
Fade Into The Shadows

Will You Remember Me
Or Will I Too Fade
Will I Become Like All The Others
A Lost Memory

All rights reserved, © feikorlock (at allpoetry.com). Copying without permission for non-personal use is forbidden.

Current Mood: Pissy
Current Music: The Leaving Song - A.F.I.

Fuck Life, Welcome To My Hell
C’mon drift away through fundamental boundaries
To find ourselves surrounding
The ones who’ve already gone and come back stronger

All is numb
I’ve been lost too long
My fate’s been mistakenly chosen
All is numb
Yeah I’ve done you wrong
My fate’s been mistakenly chosen

Here you’ll stay
Where lies are spread wide open
And ties are not so strong
That place you’ll never find me
I’ve already gone

All is numb
I’ve been lost too long
My fate’s been mistakenly chosen
All is numb
Yeah I’ve done you wrong
My fate’s been mistakenly chosen

I guess my thinking too much is what’s been fuckin’ me up
I guess my thinking too much is what’s been fuckin’ me up
I guess my thinking too much is what’s been fuckin’ me up
It’s my own worst enemy, but
It will never own me…
I guess my thinking too much is what’s been fuckin’ me up
I guess my thinking too much is what’s been fuckin’ me up
I guess my thinking too much is what’s been fuckin’ me up
Who am I kidding anyway?

All is numb
I’ve been lost too long
My fate’s been mistakenly chosen
All is numb
Yeah I’ve done you wrong
My fate’s been mistakenly chosen

Current Mood: Whats in a life?
Current Music: All Is Numb by 32 Leaves

The Truth Of It All
Don't Know What You Got (Till It's Gone) by Cinderella

I can't tell you baby what went wrong
I can't make you feel what you felt so long ago
I let it show

I can't give you back whats been hurt
Heart aches come and go and all thats left are the words
I can't let go

If we take some time, think it over baby
Take some time, let me know
If you really wanna go
Don't know what you got til it's gone
Don't know what it is I did so wrong
Now I know what I got
It's just this song
And it ain't easy to get back takes so long

I can't feel the things that cause you pain
I can't clear my heart of your love it falls like rain
Ain't the same
I hear you calling far away
Tearing through my soul
I just can't take another day
Who's to blame

If we take some time, think it over baby
Take some time, let me know
If you really wanna go
Don't know what you got til it's gone
Don't know what it is I did so wrong
Now I know what I got
It's just this song
And it ain't easy to get back takes so long

Do you wanna see me beggin baby
Can't you give me just one more day
Can't you see my heart's been draggin lately
I've been looking for the words to say

If we take some time, think it over baby
Take some time, let me know
If you really wanna go
Don't know what you got til it's gone
Don't know what it is I did so wrong
Now I know what I got
It's just this song
And it ain't easy to get back takes so long

Current Mood: Heartache
Current Music: Don't Know What You Got (Till It's Gone) by Cinderella

I Don't Fear Him
Don't Fear The Reaper by HIM (Originally by Blue Oyster Cult)

All our times have come
Here but now they're gone
Seasons don't fear the reaper
Nor do the wind, the sun or the rain
We can be like they are

Come on baby... Don't fear the Reaper
Baby take my hand... Don't fear the Reaper
We'll be able to fly... Don't fear the Reaper
Baby I'm your man...

Valentine is done
Here but now they're gone
Romeo and Juliet
Are together in eternity...
Romeo and Juliet

40,000 men and women everyday... Like Romeo and
Juliet
40,000 men and women everyday... Redefine
happiness
Another 40,000 coming everyday...We can be like
they are

Come on baby... Don't fear the Reaper
Baby take my hand... Don't fear the Reaper
We'll be able to fly... Don't fear the Reaper
Baby I'm your man...Love of two is one
Here but now they're gone
Came the last night of sadness
And it was clear WE couldn't go on
Then the door was opened and the wind appeared
The candles blew then disappeared
The curtains flew then he appeared
Saying don't be afraid

Come on baby... And WE had no fear
And WE ran to him... And WE started to fly
WE looked backward and said goodbye
WE had become like they are
WE had taken his hand
WE had become like they are

Come on baby...don't fear the reaper...

Current Mood: Thinking Of Past Events
Current Music: Don't Fear The Reaper by HIM

My Poetry
Hey, if anybody would like to read my poetry, here's the link, http://allpoetry.com/poets/feikorlock

Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Rain by Erasethegrey

Shatter and Scatter The Pieces
Pieces by Dark New Day

Make me
Into the one you want, into the one you need you bend and
Break me
You watch me separate myself from who I really am
To fit into your plan

You're cutting me in two
And ripping me in three
You're killing with those words you say to me
You're cutting me in two
And ripping me in three
How many pieces can you take from me

Take it
Whatever's left is only following routine and
Fake it
And give in to the thoughts that being bought is what I am
To fit into your plan

You're cutting me in two
And ripping me in three
You're killing with those words you say to me
You're cutting me in two
And ripping me in three
How many pieces can you take from me

The wheels they turn for you, a deity for two.
Holding on it's true, won't bring it back again.
They way you look my friend it's closer to the end.
I'm holding out a hand to bring it back again.

Cut down, you cut me up again.
Cut down, you cut me down.

You're cutting me in two
And ripping me in three
You're killing with those words you say to me
You're cutting me in two
And ripping me in three
How many pieces can you take from me

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: I'm guessing the song above

Rain by Erasethegrey
Everything she loved has left her
In one way or another
So blindly, she calls out
In the middle of this sleepless night
Those scars that dig so deep
This piece of mind thats just not right
She looks up to the sky
She calls out, and she says

My life is falling down like rain
And I'll be the one to drown
My whole world is nothing but pain
And I'll be the one to drown

Her eyes as blue as the life she leads
Never thinking what she could have been
Why me, she calls out
In the middle of this heartless night
How could the one she loves most
Give her the pain she feels inside
She looks up to the sky
She calls out, and she says

My life is falling down like rain
And I'll be the one to drown
My whole world is nothing but pain
And I'll be the one to drown

Let your rain fall down on me
Let your rain fall down on me
Let your rain fall down on me

My life is falling down like rain
And I'll be the one to drown
My whole world is nothing but pain
And I'll be the one to drown

Current Mood: gloomy
Current Music: Rain by Erasethegrey

Scream My Lungs Out And Try To Get To You
Broken, this fragile thing now
and I can't, I can't pick up the pieces.
And I've thrown my words all around,
but I can't, I can't give you a reason.

I feel so broken up (so broken up),
and I give up (I give up),
I just wanna tell you so you know..

Here I go,
scream my lungs out and try to get to you,
you are my only one.
I let go,
there's just no one that gets me like you do
you are my only,
my only one.

Made my mistakes, let you down
and I can't, I can't hold on for too long.
Ran my whole life in the ground
and I can't, I can't get up when your gone.

And something's breaking up (breaking up),
I feel like giving up (like giving up),
I won't walk out until you know..

Here I go
scream my lungs out and try to get to you,
you are my only one.
I let go
there's just no one that gets me like you do
you are my only,
my only one.

Here i go,
so dishonestly.
Leave a note
for you my only one.
And i know,
you can see right through me.
So let me go
and you will find someone.

Here I go,
scream my lungs out and try to get to you,
you are my only one.
I let go,
there's just no one, no one like you
you are my only,
my only one.

My only one (x3)
You are my only,
my only one.

Current Mood: gloomy
Current Music: Only One by Yellowcard

Thanks For Everything
Kelly, thanks for everything, I love you, but, I just don't know, it was good, if you ever want to talk, just gimme a call, you know the number, i had the time of my life

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

Current Mood: crushed
Current Music: Good Riddance (Time of Your Life) by Green Day

Wasteland by 10 Years
Change my attempt, good intentions

Crouched, over, you were not there
living in fear but
signs, were not, really that scarce
obvious tears but
I, will not, hide you through this
i want you to help and
please, see, the bleeding heart perched
on my shirt
die, withdraw, hide in cold sweat
quivering lips
ignore remorse
naming a kid, living wasteland
this time, you try
all that you can, turning you red

Change my attempt, good intentions
should I could I
Here we are with your obsession
should I could I

Crowned, hopless
the article red
living wasteland
this time, you try
all that you can, turning you red but
I, will not, hide you through this
I want you to help

Change my attempt, good intentions
should I could I
Here we are with your obsession
should I could I

Heat the silver hollow sliver
piercing through another victim
turn and tremble be judgemental
ignorant to all the symbols
blind the face with beauty paste
eventually you'll one day know

Change my attempt, good intentions
limbs tied skin tight
Self inflicted his pertition
should I could I

Change my attempt, good intentions
should I could I

Current Mood: disappointed
Current Music: Song Above

Bad to Worse
Kill Me Softly, Kill Me Sweetly

Kill me softly
I've got nothing left
Kill me sweetly
Put me to rest

Kill me sweetly
Cause no one cared
Kill me softly
You were once there

Kill me softly
You're not there now
Kill me sweetly
Kill me now

Well, my life FUCKING SUCKS........one clue, the person I loved broke up with me, so,my life is alot like the poem I wrote

Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Bleed All Over Me by Wicked Wisdom

The King Is Dead - A Wilhelm Scream
The knife or the rope or the lemon, this brain and I.
The sight of the drop got me off the roof.
Hey, the garage looks cleaner when you look at it sideways, from high.

To finally admit we are born alone and that your only one's got an only one of their own.
We'll get the right sun block for the nice explosions.
Oh, the king is dead.

To absolve the joy from me is to erase what made me a slave.
I'm a king to be.
I traded my life for art and the guilt is weighing down my arms.

Tell me again what a monster is, give me the words to describe.
Can you tell me what the use of endorphins is when my city dies at night?
Take away the sentence of house arrest and watch me ruin it right.
Put me in the back of an ambulance cause my city dies tonight.

I see the levity of every meeting of the minds.
I lie to myself.
It's my right to do.
I'm separated like an elevator door for privacy from my eyes.

To finally admit we are born alone and that your only one's got another robot to take the throne.
Heartless of the world deny the king is dead.
Fuck, the king is dead.
Heartless with your burning eyes.
The king is dead.
Fuck, the king is dead.

To wade through the virus of your lies is to cheat it through.
Death is only in my eyes.
And the sinking feeling came over me and it said, "never again, never again".
The king is dead.

I traded my life for art and the guilt is weighing down my arms.
Tell me again what a monster
Tell me again what a monster
Tell me again what a monster is cause my city dies tonight.

Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: One Guess Genius ^^^

Lit and Comp 2 officially sucks
This class sucks, making us do fricken research and 20 bib/note cards, it's so damn rediculas

Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: The Inside by The Swellers

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